CupOfMacha
Ayeee I’m deleting wattpad. Reason? Just got bored with it, I’m not deleting my account just the app. Will I ever come back? Lmao idk, nah. Aight, goodbye kids, be gay, do crimes
CupOfMacha
CupOfMacha
Haikyuu ended. Thank you Furudate, you have made my world so much brighter with all these characters who made. Haikyuu taught me lessons I wouldn’t have taught I would learn from a volleyball anime. Thank you
nana_academia1002
You are strong, sweetheart. Don't let the world look down on you! Instead, you look up back to the world fiercer than ever! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
nana_academia1002
@CupOfMacha it is unavoidable. I'm sometimes unstable too but I do my best to get my life back. It is hard to face your mental health. That is why you are strong! I'm glad you are all better now! ❤❤❤❤❤
CupOfMacha
@nana_academia1002 thank you!!! I was really unstable mentally but I’m really good now!! Thank you!!
CupOfMacha
I know it hasn’t been that long but I’m back. I was able to get back on my feet again. I’m so much more content right now and a bit more confident than who I was. Thank you if you have supported me. I really appreciate it and I hope you have a good day or night.
nana_academia1002
@CupOfMacha I'm glad to hear that you came back stronger! That is what you should do! Beat the world! Stand strong on top! ÙwÚ
CupOfMacha
I’m going on hiatus. I know nobody cares about me doing this but just for the people who want to read this, I might not ever come back. I wake up everyday feeling the same feeling of dread and everyday I get more angry and frustrated. I hate myself more than anything and I hate all these feelings I have. I feel so sad and angry and empty and numb that it hurts so badly to be reminded that I am breathing and feeling and alive. I’m distancing myself from people more and more everyday due to these all the thoughts in my head. I’m getting help when school opens for me again. Maybe then I’ll feel fine but for now there is so many things that are not fine with me. For now, this is a goodbye. Thank you to all who have tolerated me on this app, you deserve the world and more. Goodbye.
ellomei
Nooooo don't leave! I understand and all, but pls no. I finally found a friend with the same interests as me...
I know you aren't changing your mind since I'm insignificant to your problems. Your problems do seem difficult, and I hope all goes well for you.
Just remember, you are the special one in the comments for my book.
Sincerely,
Jaiden
CupOfMacha
I’m not happy anymore and I don’t know what to do. I feel sad and empty and I can’t get out of it. I hate it, I feel like I’m on the verge of having a breakdown every second. I hate myself, I hate how I look, sound. I hate everything about me. I try to forget the past but scenes from it just keep coming back. I’m a horrible person, I hate myself so much. Hate. Hate. I’m a useless girl who knows nothing good.... I’m sorry for those who read this, probably didn’t want to read this.
CupOfMacha
I want to die. That’s just a thought. I want to get a really bad injury that takes me to the hospital. Maybe survive it to see if people would actually care to come for me. But that’s just a thought.
CupOfMacha
@nana_academia1002 Ahh thank you. I’m sorry if I worried you, didn’t think anyone would read this. Don’t worry, I’ll be okay :)
nana_academia1002
@strangecats please don't do anything that could harm yourself. I may not be there but I do care for you ;-;
CupOfMacha
Happy Pride Month!!! To all of you beautiful people out there I hope you have a good pride and beware of Pridefall. ️️️️❤️❤️❤️
CupOfMacha
Links to more petitions:
#" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://blacklivesmatters.carrd.co #</a>
https://msha.ke/megmccarthy28/
Please. Sign and share or donate. We cannot loose anymore innocent lives to a system that was never changes in the first place
CupOfMacha
I have to speak up about this. Whoever is reading this. You should know what’s the current situation in the world. You should know about what happened to George Floyd. The protests for equal rights are so important. Innocent people are getting hurt for protesting for equal rights. Please, sign any petition you find. Educate yourself about this and educate others around you, you have a voice and you have technology. Use it. Here is a petition. Please sign it and share it or maybe even donate. It will help lots.
http://chng.it/Vswnv5jsfH
CupOfMacha
@_vk_OfficialMidoriya Yes, it may be one thing but signing any petition you find and sharing it can impact a lot. Thank you
ellomei
@strangecats //I see. I've been afraid to protest along with many people in Minnesota, and some of those people are my neighbors. I was horrified to find they created fires and attacked police. People expect all Minnesota people to protest, but I can't find myself to do it. I wish the best for everyone, for people of all races, but this is just overwhelming. This Change link might be the answer. I don't like to do physical protests because it's just so scary to be in front of the government and some others. Thank you for sending that link. I will sign. At least I can do that...