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Why do people still even follow me? I do nothing but read and wallow in self pity 24/7

So I was reading my notifications, and the posts went from "I hate you, I'm glad you got hit by a truck" to "I wanna sit on your face" and I'm literally trying not to scream bc I might be Coronavirus positive I- SKFKGKGKSKR

Only people with seasonal allergies will relate: I put on makeup, even put on protective spray, just to cry it off 2 minutes later. Ugh.

So I'm looking on this app, and I see my ENTIRE past 2 years. Old rp friends, my first account, my exes who I never wanna speak to again, depressing stories in my drafts, etc. I've come a LONG way.

Hour 2 of having 8 layers of conditioner on my hair, 3 more to go (time moves so slowlyyyyyyy)

I'm the happiest I've ever been- 
          
          (Clap for me, I'm gay.)

I'm getting old already. This is the first time I've come to this website and just didn't feel the obsessive need to belong here. It feels amazing. After having been verbally and emotionally abused on this app by "lovers"(glorified experiments), I'm glad to move on. I hope everyone else here does the same. Btw, I'm a trans man, never call mr a woman again or I'll chop your testicles/labia off :)

Back on the app, and I already wanna leave again.

Eli Lucas is cute-