MaXXX🖕🏻

Dude- I don’t wanna finish my cringy ass stories bc I hate them- >_< whatever tho. I might post js short ahh stories and stupid shit. I love writing tho. 

its been so long bby! where have u been? D:

i wish i could be the josh guy in your location (sigh)

Hii bby!!! I found out all my sexualities and genders!!
          
          I'm aroace-bisexual (aroace, yeah, but instead of not dating, I date when I want to..? It's complicated!!!) and transmasculine <33

BABE IM BACK

HI. HELLO. 
          
          Welcome :) yeah, I said stuff, I’m not gonna quit writing bc I love it too much. But some stuff did happen, and it involved the police…yeah…it’s still happening, but I think it’s at bay. But, it’s not over.
          
          When I’m done with my Kurt Kunkle story, I might start a Jesse Aarons story (for those who don’t know, Jesse js the main character in Bridge to Terabithia). And yes, grab your tissues, it’s gonna get sad.
          
          But for now, I’m back.

I can't be alone
          Guess I never told you so
          Making my way towards you
          Tracing out a line
          A route I've mapped a thousand times
          Making my way towards you
          
          I would swim the Paladin Strait
          Without any floatation
          Just a glimpse of visual aid
          Of you on the other shoreline
          Waiting, expectations
          That I'm gonna make it
          (Mhm-mhm)
          
          Standing on the shore
          Staring down a hurtling storm
          Making it's way towards me
          Water rips with rage
          Endless row of angry waves
          
          Making it's way towards me
          I would swim the Paladin Strait
          Without any floatation
          Just a glimpse of visual aid
          Of you on the other shoreline
          Waiting, expectations
          That I'm gonna make it
          (Mhm-mhm)
          
          Here's my chance, time to take it
          Can't be sure that I'll make it
          Even though I'm past the point of no return
          I'm all in, I'm surrounded
          Put my money where my mouth is
          Even though I'm past the point of no return
          Here's my chance, time to take it
          Can't be sure that I'll make it
          Even though I'm past the point of no return
          I'm all in, I'm surrounded
          Put my money where my mouth is
          Even though I'm past the point of no return
          
          I would swim the Paladin Strait
          Without any floatation
          Just a glimpse of visual aid
          Of you on the other shoreline
          Waiting, expectations
          That I'm gonna make it
          (Mhm-mhm)
          
          On the ground are Banditos
          Fighting while I find Nico
          Even though I'm past the point of no return
          Climb the top of the tower
          "Show yourself, " I yell louder
          Even though I'm past the point of no ret-
          So few, so proud, so emotional
          Hello, Clancy

Hey. It’s Maximus here, (fuck that was cringy-) anyway, so uhm…a lot has happened and I’d you wanna read this, go on ahead.
          
          So, for the past 6 months, I’ve been depressed AF. I’m pretty sure you guys noticed. And so I barley have any motivation to get things done. I try my hardest, but it never works. And Tyler manipulated me SO bad. It’s not even funny. I’m so fucking tired of this. Seriously. I’ve thought about attempting too many times. I’ve tried to do it, but my mom said that I would go into a mental hospital or something like that. Anywho, and recently I was diagnosed with ADHD (or js ADD Ig). And since it wasn’t taken care of right away, it caused me to have depression, low self esteem, etc…
          
          So, I’ve been taking medication for my depression, and I’m gonna take medication for my ADHD. But still, I feel like shit, and my life has been fucked up enough. Seriously.
          
          And I js found out that a friend of mine (my bf actually ;) ) didn’t kill himself, but another friend of mine did. And it was last year. I don’t check my announcements, and I fucking hate myself for that. 
          
          My life has been pretty shitty. And I hope you guys understand…
          
          I love you all, don’t forget that <3

Probably gonna js wrap up my Kurt Kunkle and Michael Schmidt story and then leave.

Welp, if you guys still wanna talk with me, you can message me on here, or somewhere else.