Hello, lovelies! My name is Renan, and here are some things about me. I am:

-on team instinct
-really gay
-unluckily in love with my best friend
-an honors student
-a demigirl (She/Her, They/Them)
-a guitarist (wannabe composer ;w;)
-a beginner pianist
-glee club kid
-science club kid
-junior cadet
-a feminist
-an extrovert
-a high school student
-hardcore Netflix user
-currently living off of coffee

Looking at my list, you'd think I'm a liar. No high school kid in 2016 could possibly have great grades, have three clubs, maintain a healthy social life and be really gay all at once, all while getting enough sleep. I'm as surprised as you are, really.

But it hasn't always been as good as it is now. To this day, despite being an extrovert, I suffer from (what I think may be) social anxiety. Even as I type this, I'm afraid of being judged. I don't mean to come off as arrogant.

I still have to hide certain things from my peers, such as my love for work and my sexuality. But even if it gets hard, I keep going. I don't know why, but there's something telling me to keep going. Something tells me it'll be worth it.

At the moment, I'm working on a story that I hope can help other kids with their daily lives, especially those belonging to the LGBTQIA+ community. Not that I'm trying to be unfair and say that straight kids don't have problems too, it's just that most suicidal kids are LGBT+. 

Currently single, but a friend of mine is trying to set me up with someone.

That's pretty much all for now.

See you all later.

(prof. pic by Galadnilien on tmblr)

(Pinay. DLSU ftw. KimCy. KaRa. F2 Logistics Cargo Movers Supporter.)