🔴| ♥ 朝比奈まふゆ ♥ ❄️💜

I'M FINALLY GETTING THERAPY! ! !

It’s a bit nihilistic, feels like it might already be done for
          Now, I'm in pieces
          I'm empty
          How worthless, it’s seriously foolish
          It feels like I’m a prisoner in this silent world
          
          I want to meet your expectations
          My heart gradually dies
          My future will be painful
          with the endless impatience and expectations
          
          I am imprisoned by loneliness
          The trauma controls my brain
          These days are the worst
          It hurts
          
          Violence! Violence!
          I don’t get, don’t get anything!
          I lose your abstruse love, I lose your love
          Love me! Love me!
          
          Irony! Irony!
          I feel dizzy every day
          Stop these endless, endless debates
          in my mind! Ugh!
          
          I want to be here without expecting anything
          “I can’t find it,” I cried everyday
          It hurts, yet it's so warm,
          that day feels like a dream
          
          A shortcake like a sponge
          A love without ill will hurts, but I pretend I’m fine
          I'm so tired
          
          I just, I just, I just
          want you to love me, want you to love me…
          Satisfy my empty
          and dried-up heart;
          because I don’t wanna disappear…
          How stupid!
          
          Violence! Violence!
          I don't get, don't get anything!
          I lose your abstruse love, I lose your love
          Love me! Love me!
          
          Irony! Irony!
          I feel dizzy every day
          Ah—Whenever I feel negative, I hope
          that each piece of love exists as a warm place

Thx for the follow

i threw up guys i'm scared

Luv the theme

Mmm.... Lil' Nightmares... Mono... Hehehe.

HOPING THAT MY PLAY DAD FOR THE SCHOOL PLAY (We're doing Willy Wonka and I'm Veruca Salt)  ARE SHORTER THAN ME

SAKI

Went from Miku to Mizuki to Two Time to Yuri to Saki in a blink of an eye dude :sob:

It's my bday y'all