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Vent…
Ik its been a while since I have putted something on here but…I am want to die so bad…my mother “mistakenly” sent a pic of my room(which is still a bit of a mess with clothes…) to my FUCKING FATHER! She knew he was going to yell at the top of his lungs at me, worst part is she yelled at me to for it…she also has broken their own rule which was… “Whatever happens in the house stays in the house”…meanwhile they tell tell my neighbors, friends, and everyone at their work what happens in the house…my dad even threatens me with stuff to…like posting my room on my school’s page or sending a picture of my room again to my friends to tell them how much of a slob I am…they also nonstop make fun of my weight…like 24/7…I just feel like death is calling me or just wants me to starve myself…Idk if I even WANT to live in my house till I am 21! I don’t even feel safe around them, or with telling them about my weight or more…I remember one time telling them about school work…my dad yelled at me due to my fucking grades…even tho they were still passing…he yells at me for everything now…and he saids its to “help me in the real world”…yea right…more like wants me to kill myself…I remember still how when I was under he threatened to turn my bedroom into his work room and throw out everything I own…I hate him…and my whole family…