@Evan_Binley hey it has been two years!! Omg I can't believe it's been that long. I was reading out conversation and thank you so much!!!!! I now identify as non-binary. I realize I don't wish I was a boy/man just some aspects of it, and I don't feel comfortable addressed as woman because it feels so weird for me, although I'm very comfortable using she and they pronouns. Sometimes though I feel stupid because I am biologically female so the concept of my feeling like I'm not a woman should be ridiculous, especially given where I live, but I can't help it. Thanks soo much!!!!!