I can't understand how can someone be so freaking negative? I understand, there are too many hardships in our lives. You have yours, I have mine, don't compare them. We are different, same goes for our capacity.
BUT! So negative that you give up before even doing anything/taking the initiative, that's really too much. Even if I'm pessimistic about something, I still hold on to that little hope. When you just give up, don't even think about it anymore. Oh my god, seriously. People, don't end up like this. When there's hope, there's still a possibility. Don't give up. It just reflects ugly on you. (You sound so freaking negative that it I believe you're almost putting on a pretense to ATTRACT ATTENTION WHICH I CERTAINLY WOULD IGNORE)
Please understand. You wouldn't wanna be friends with people way so negative(when they don't even go through serious life problems) that they make you feel bad as well. Yes, I did try to help that person by giving advices. BUT THE RESPONSE I GET IN RETURN JUST MAKES ME RAGE! I GET MOCKED AND TOLD TO F*** OFF?! WOW?!
That's extend of being negative that I'm referring to. Let's live a happy world. Don't be negative. Find a counsellor if possible or talk it out with someone!