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I'm just gonna be ranting so don't mind me, I'll probably delete this later
Do you ever realize you were happy with someone but then you kinda realize you only made that person miserable, you seriously put all your heart into it but it didn't matter and now your tired cause you stayed up crying all night and now you have to study more and go through school without breaking down......
Your whole family keeps asking you what's wrong but you don't really want to talk about it and you start to realize your weak as hell.....
Then you kinda just feel like distancing yourself from everyone and working yourself till exhaustion just so you'll sleep, because if you try to sleep on your own you won't be able too...... I've lost my voice from screaming and crying I feel like a fucking idiot so much right about now