Okay, I don't know how to say this. Although I will try my best, here it is. As you may know I have been grounded for what seems like forever, this usually happens all the time. Anyways I'm getting sick and tired of everything, by everything I mean: being grounded, getting lectured by my parents because I'm failing, and all the drama in my friend system. Certain problems have gone away, but as those fall more rise from the ashes. I just feel like such a disappointment to so many people and I'm trying to get away from that. My cousin had been attempting to help me with my (so called) anger issues, I appreciate it very much. Anyway my main point of this is I'm trying to get my life back on track, and writing with emotion and feelings will help, but it also tortures me to read all of this over. Anyway I will continue to update,maybe more frequently but I just wanted to update you on this. I love you fuckers, enjoy my writings.