Cxnfusedkid

Hey. I know I've been playing cat and mouse for a few years. Saying I'll write things and update more, and I never truly returned. I'm just here to say that I'm not ever going to, and that I'm taking down all my writing. The magic hasn't been here for me for a long time, but more importantly now: the boys are scummy people. If you follow Ohm on twitter, you probably know what I'm talking about. Marcel is a bully who uses homophobic slurs, the group pressured Del into taking down old evidence to save face when he was called out on it and it was utterly shitty of them. Mini turned out to be a pedo, who would have guessed the pablo skit was real??? Tyler has sorta been an ass from the start. I tried to keep faith in Brian, Evan, and Del. But Brian and Evan seem to be in on it, going as far as to ostracize Ohm. I'm not sure how I feel about Delirious at this point, he seems very complacent in letting them be shitty people behind the scenes, so. I'm pretty over it. I'd keep this account for new writing, but you guys all followed me for BBS and at the core, that's what this account was meant for. Not to mention the fact that I'm not sure what I'd even write about, I have yet to find the same passion in a fandom that inspires me to write like I did for BBS. It was fun guys, I made friends and it was cool. Thank you guys for reading :) 

Cxnfusedkid

Hey. I know I've been playing cat and mouse for a few years. Saying I'll write things and update more, and I never truly returned. I'm just here to say that I'm not ever going to, and that I'm taking down all my writing. The magic hasn't been here for me for a long time, but more importantly now: the boys are scummy people. If you follow Ohm on twitter, you probably know what I'm talking about. Marcel is a bully who uses homophobic slurs, the group pressured Del into taking down old evidence to save face when he was called out on it and it was utterly shitty of them. Mini turned out to be a pedo, who would have guessed the pablo skit was real??? Tyler has sorta been an ass from the start. I tried to keep faith in Brian, Evan, and Del. But Brian and Evan seem to be in on it, going as far as to ostracize Ohm. I'm not sure how I feel about Delirious at this point, he seems very complacent in letting them be shitty people behind the scenes, so. I'm pretty over it. I'd keep this account for new writing, but you guys all followed me for BBS and at the core, that's what this account was meant for. Not to mention the fact that I'm not sure what I'd even write about, I have yet to find the same passion in a fandom that inspires me to write like I did for BBS. It was fun guys, I made friends and it was cool. Thank you guys for reading :) 

Cxnfusedkid

Hello! Long time no news from me. I have returned to announce that I've removed all my incomplete chaptered stories until further notice. I haven't been around in a long time. Since I've last posted, a lot has changed for me, including turning 18, being hospitalized, and losing my best friend of 10 years. I'm trying to figure out who I am, as well as trying to stabilize my mental health. I have still been writing here and there behind the scenes, but I havent really completed anything new beyond a chapter or two. I'm going to be editing and rewriting some of my old chapter works in hopes to become more fond of them, as well as find inspiration. My writing has grown as I have as a person, and I can't wait to incorporate some of that into my writing. Expect some things by next Friday :)

ChillTheFvkOut

@Cxnfusedkid i wish i could hug ya.. maybe hug a pillow, pretend its me, idk. You need some sort of affection, i can tell
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Cxnfusedkid

@ChillTheFvkOut  I do dude, it's been a year. 2019 just started and it's already kicked my ass
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ChillTheFvkOut

@Cxnfusedkid you need a hug. I wanna give you a hug
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Cxnfusedkid

Hey everyone, I'm temporarily unpublishing Die For something. On AO3 it's probably my most popular story and for a long time it was the one that I was the most in love with, but I've been dealing with a lot of issues lately. My mental health is in the toilet right now and it has been for a really long time, and I feel like I'm letting people down the longer I leave it up and the more people that read it, simply because I cannot make myself write it. I have the plot written out and I know where I want to take it, but right now I lack the passion to do so. So right now, I'm going to focus on other stories I have more interest in. I'll update Goregous Nightmare more and hopefully be around more after today.

Cxnfusedkid

I'm also going to be editing and reuploading Gorgeous Nightmare, for anyone who wants it back.

Cxnfusedkid

@softbisexual wow, thank you! That's really sweet of you, friend. I appreciate it <3
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swoogli

TY I LOVED IT SM U HAVE SUCH TALENT i aspire to be an amazing author like u
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