Ignore this it's just a vent or idk I'm not sure what I want or if I actually have a personality anymore srs
I noticed that I'm not as good as group roleplays as I did before and I cannot do anything if there's more then 4 people. I hated how I bumped into horrible people through group roleplays and I hate how easily I am to forgive. There was Trav, Red and Vex. They made me hate doing the only thing I once loved by hurting me and I can't function without anyone's help. I don't know what i want before so for now on, when ( or if ) I do a group rp, it'll be a rlly small one. It's overwhelming to see so many people for me now, I'm always scared if I sound stupid and if someone points out how dumb and pathetic I sound when I reply like how vex say.