I ate your grandma

This is my old account, I got locked out and now I have a new account 

I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF READING TOKOYAMI X AOYAMA AND WHEN I WAS SWITCHING CHAPTERS I READ YOUR NAME

WHY ARE YOU GUYS SO FUCKING SWEET, I BARELY KNOW YOU GUYS BUT YOU'RE THE SWEETEST PEOPLE EVER, STOP MAKING ME HAPPY CRY BECAUSE SOME PEOPLE ON THE INTERNET CARE ABOUT MY MENTAL WELL BEINGF WHY ARE YOU GUYS SO NICE

So that’s what happened to my grandma-

Im sorry for not updating anything or posting, and any of the recent chapters are pretty bad. I hope none of you are upset, I haven't felt well, Everything is shitty and it feels like everyone is against me.
          
          Im sorry, I'll work on getting updates and chapters out as soon as possible and I'll make sure they're actually good

I have a mutual on tiktok, They made a post bashing bo burnham and people who like his music pretty harshly, I made a comment that said "well that hurt a lot" and then asked what he did.
          
          They all called me a racist, stupid, weirdo, they all called me names and no one bothered to read me responses.
          
          I got rid of his songs and unfollowed him, I apologized for everything and they told me to cry and that Im a racist apologizer.
          
          I said im sorry, I apologized, I stopped supporting but then they started making fun of my name and me in general.
          
          Im so stressed out, did I do something wrong?

So that's why there was a pebble in my shoe okay thanks for the new pebble to put in my collection

Okay, sorry for this vent but I need someone else's opinion. So my mom will refuse to hug or cuddle me if I have lef hair, I have a very feminine body and with me being agender and possibly transmasc I like to keep my body hair.
          
          I let my leg, arm, armpit and sometimes facial hair grow out to help myself feel more androgynous and shit. So today in the first time in months I shaved so my mom would cuddle with me, It took forever, she decided she didn't want to cuddle and went back to her phone.
          
          I was crying in the shower because I hate feeling so fucking feminine, my mom told me that I was a pretty girl and it hurt a little ya know?
          
          So basically, Is it stupid that im upset and uncomfortable? Like I don't want to be a man or women or nonbinary, Im simply a agender lesbian.
          
          My mom says women like no body hair so that also makes me feel shitty.
          
          She has sensory issues so even if I had like sweatpants on my mom will still refuse to cuddle.

My fuckin knees hurt
          

Is that where my grandma went-