CynderHarmony

Avoiding sleep... If I sleep, then I dream. Then I wake up crying about my baby.

CynderHarmony

Something heartbreaking has just happened as I just lost my best friend, my baby. I’m going to miss her so much. I struggle now trying to not break down crying while I write about her. She was a sweet beautiful baby. She was family. I loved… Love her. She's been sick for a while now not eating and throwing anything she ate up. Not being able to walk properly without help. As I sat with her the past couple nights, petting her as she pukes saying “Poor baby, it’s going to be ok. You’re going to be ok.” we’re the last few moments I got to spend with her. I love her. I miss her already. I will always miss her. I've been telling myself that she would be ok. Lying I guess. But if you try to contact me in anytime soon I might not respond for a while. 
          
          Rest in peace my baby Bella 
          12/4/07~6/25/16