CyrusUnU

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Anyone who thinks I'm being an asshole by what I said to Kali doesn't have a loved one or close friend who's an immigrant. "Why are you being so rude!?" Idk, I thought it was normal to be fucking pissed when your friend says they want someone who will take away your bonus mom from you in a position of power??

CyrusUnU

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Anyone who thinks I'm being an asshole by what I said to Kali doesn't have a loved one or close friend who's an immigrant. "Why are you being so rude!?" Idk, I thought it was normal to be fucking pissed when your friend says they want someone who will take away your bonus mom from you in a position of power??

CyrusUnU

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I DONT WANT A 78 YEAR OLD FUZZY MOLDING CHEETO AS OUR PRESIDENT.  I COULD CARE LESS ABOUT POLITICS. BUT WHEN IT'S SOMETHING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO WOULD ACTUALLY, GENUINELY LOVE ME NO MATTER WHO TF I WAS (as long as I'm not an asshole), THEN FUCK YEAH, IM GOING TO GET INVOLVED.

CyrusUnU

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It's the fact that I literally GAVE THEM a choice "You can do your research or not be my friend" and they chose to not be my friend. They'd rather do very little research, if any at all, than be my friend. Maybe I said it a little harsher but that's because I've dealt with this shit for the past four years and now that I've finally looked into it myself, I'm not putting up with it. "I kinda want Trump to win" you kinda want my step mom to be taken away from me? I'd rather the price of things be higher (which the president has little control over) than my step mom and her family be taken away from me. And my mom's girlfriend and her family. Not just that, but "grab them by the pussy"- AND YOU'D STILL RATHER NOT BE MY FRIEND THAN LOOK INTO THAT, EVEN JUST A LITTLE BIT?

CyrusUnU

I guess I should've expected that from a physical abuser who threatened to cross my boundaries again over something so stupid that I don't even remember it
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CyrusUnU

So I finally did some research on Kamala and idk what K was saying about her being for abortion and making it sound like a bad thing. It's not like she's forcing people to get abortions?? And she literally never said she was going to ban religion? The most I saw from credible sources about Kamala and religion was that she's diverse with it and she wants to keep people from using religion to discriminate.

CyrusUnU

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WHY TF ARE YOU STILL LOOKING AT MY PROFILE? THE ONE TIME I EVER WENT TO YOURS WAS TO FOLLOW YOU AGAIN AS A WAY TO SAY "hey, we're chill" BUT YOU CLEARLY DIDNT WANT TO BE MY FRIEND SO I JUST LEFT YOU ALONE. IVE LITERALLY NEVER SAID ANYTHING TO PROVOKE YOU. IF ME VENTING ABOUT MY FRIEND LITERALLY FUCKING PHYSICALLY ABUSING ME AND DISRESPECTING MY BOUNDARIES IS "TALKING SHIT" TO YOU, THEN YOU HAVE A FUCKING PROBLEM. YOUVE ALWAYS BEEN THE PROBLEM. LEAVE ME TF ALONE.

CyrusUnU

I'll never get to hear the tip-tap of her paws when she does that silly happy walk. I'll never get to hear her running up or down the stairs looking for me. I'll never hear her jumping against the door in excitement when I get home. 
          I'll never hear her whining loudly for me from the garage when I get home. I'll never hear her from inside when she's running up the porch to be let in, and I'll never be able to let her in. I'll never feel her sweet, wet kisses on my cheek that never lasted too long or too short. I'll never laugh at her rolling on the carpet as if it was grass. I'll never get to make people's days by bringing her out to events where people can pet her and love on her. I'll never catch her winking in a picture. I'll never see the way she folds her paws over each other like a princess when she lays down. I'll never see the cats cuddling up to her because she was the only one who wouldn't trample them. I'll never play with her. I'll never make her a flower with that cute little flower costume I got at $5 Below. I'll never hug her or tell her to stop jumping on me from her excitement. Never again. Those things won't happen ever again.

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I’m so sorry for your loss sweet pea!!
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CyrusUnU

I always get some feeling that something bad is going to happen, whether it's a month away from that thing to the day of. On Friday, the day that my dog ran away, I was very energetic from the sugar I had in class. Then all of a sudden, I just felt paranoid and so out of it. My dog ran away around noon. That's around the time I started feeling that way. Then my dad's words of reassurance that she would come back didn't ease my worry as much as it normally would. I knew she was going to die, I just didn't want to accept it until it actually happened. I was literally thinking about texting my mom to check on the dogs in the middle of the school day, but I didn't have my phone because they aren't allowed AT ALL.