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THEY TOOK AWAY PMS???

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Poem called "You" by me.
          
          I feel anxious when you are near, but your smile makes me grin from ear to ear. Why do I feel this way about you, I fear, one day you'll ascend from this darkened atmosphere. You're like a moon jelly, swimming in the dark pool of my mind's thoughts, I pull you out, but you push back. Why would you push back? It's too dangerous here, I'm afraid I will attack. Why does my face heat up when we're close? It makes me want to do things at our age that our parents would find gross. But why would I push you away when you're the one I need most? I would say I love you but I know it means nothing to your blank stated mind, I want our lips to touch but I fear I'll go blind. I'll get lost in your beautiful brown eyes, dark as dirt, the soil of life. Your hands on me feeling like a knife. I can't love you, I'll never be allowed to, so instead I'll travel through the deep dark hue. Your shadows show me life but darkness when close, green doesn't look good on you, or maybe black, I don't know. I feel uncertainty from your touch and the fear, it's you who I want but I can't come near.

D-DXRKWEBBS

Dude okay I'm sorry if this is extremely explicit but I need help and maybe advice..? Idk. My period like slightly started today and it was faint like it will happen when I pee but now on my undies. Now I know that seems like a first day thing but when I pee I get very sharp pains in my area like burning. I know I don't have an STD so that's out of the question. I just want it to stop or at least to know what it is. Even when I'm not peeing it still hurts which I believe is normal but the other thing is, i constantly feel like I have to pee. If no one answers this that's okay but yeah.

selfishappetite

@luvforwebbs From what I've read online the symptoms point to endometriosis, specifically in the bladder. I suggest you give it a day and see if it goes away. If it doesn't, then you should have it checked by a doctor.
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D-DXRKWEBBS

I had been trying to save this dog I had now for months. I loved him. I fed him. I cared for him. Nothing worked. He was diagnosed with cancer and I really thought I could help. I got him medicine. It wasnt working. I was going to bring him back to the vet today and I went to check on him and he was gone... Rest in peace Sammy. I miss you </3

archivedbyalyssa

@blastfurnace aww rest in peace sammy i hope he’s peacefully resting now…i’m so sorry for your loss
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