Ze :p

Like 2 days agoI really wanted to commit or smth and I was looking for pills but I couldn't find any cause my parents hid them after my last attempt
          
          (I'm good now dw)

"I think that strangers are just friends. You've never met I'm blasting monsters, and I never break a sweat"—72%— 5/1/2026 4:30 pm

"Beauty queen on a silver screen Living life like I'm in a dream I know I've got a big ego I really don't know why it's such a big deal, though" MARINA —79% — 5/1/2026 5:25 am

"I don't wanna feel better No one's ever gonna love me like that again I don't wanna get over you" Penelope Scott — 60% — 4/28/26 8:32 pm

0 days $h free as of 4/28/2026.. I was almost at a month..

The thoughts are coming back but that's ok!! 
          
          Also I only have 3 more days of state testing
          
          Ugh I wanna relapse so bad. A promise is a promise, I won't release, I promised him (rinn my bsf) I wouldn't
          
          Uhhhhhh I dunno uh I have a monster energy drink
          
          I wanna get my friend something for his Apollo altar for his birthday cause he worships Apollo but the store I wanna go to closes right after I get home from school and my friend's birthday is FRIDAY
          
          I wanna kiss Moe
          
          I've changed so much
          
          Ugh I'm on my period
          
          I want chocolateee

Sometimes I see her on the sidewalk, biking on the wet chalk
          Spelling out their names and I feel insane cause I know it's just a game that I'm playing in my brain I don't see her, but I see her and I know it isn't real, but I fake it anyway

I, your name, do solemnly swear not off myself, think about offing myself, or continue thinking about offing myself without reaching out for help after listening to this song

Oh you silly idiot kai! How do you keep managing to FUCK UP YOUR ORGANS?? HELLO?

I fucked up my stomach bad (not explaining)