@D34D_2_M3
How is it possible that I can write 3000+ word drafts but struggle with 950+ word essays. I don't understand it.
@D34D_2_M3 cuz you don't have any passion or want to write it, it's more forced apon you. I like to find something to use as an inspiration for an essay, depending on what it's on.
I want to go out with a friend group I don't have. I want to ride our bikes all day around our small town and hang out at various locations. I want to stay out until the sun sets and have sleepovers until daybreak. And I want to do it all again tomorrow.
I want to have perfect parents. I want to have a good life. I want to be outside, spending my time before it's up. I want to have purpose, living a life in a movie.
I sit in my room all day, imagining what it would be like to live with my favorite characters on the screen. I want to have an adventurous life with a tight knit group.
It pains me to realize I'll never have this. Life just feels numb now. I go to bed and sleep, hoping to not wake up. I live on, wishing to not. I would never hurt myself but I just wish something would happen to me so I don't have to live in an endless loop.
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