https://youtu.be/aMgtFGXoRAg?si=yI5DWBwIeTlgm-JH
Maybe it cannot help you to make smile but surely I believe that you need rest and it's ok...
Just have the peace and trust for a while I promise you might feel relaxed it's not a joke that you cant cry or scream or show sadness yes you can..don't go on theirs faces rather understand their words they are telling and it's not for BTS fan only it's for everyone who needs extreme comfort I believe you as a friend that you need every second for everything to understand that everything matters and you matter most to yourself.
I believe as a friend , stranger , follower , BTS fan that BTS comforting doesn't means for BTS fans only but also for those whoo need a little hope again and trust themselves again