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I can't stand any of this. I can't even think without starting to cry. Everyobody is better than me in every way, especially in talkung to people. I want to have "friends" but I've been too scared to talk to anybody because nobody likes the same stuff that I do. I feel like crying whenever I even HEAR people having fun and talking to eachother. I know it sounds bad, but I feel... jealous. I see people all the time talking about "Memes" and "Cartoons" but I am never able to even go near them. I feel like I will never be accepted, and that I'm always being ingored. Even in my fucking chat group (with some of my closest friends) people never reply to my goddamn messages! If you need proof, I'll give you proof. Just ask me. I have nobody to talk to, IRL and Online. I want to talk to people and not be ignored by every single person on the internet. I wish it would all just stop. I'm jealous and I can't do anything about it.