The memories of all that's happened here is insane. I've been through so much in my life up to this point. I have a beautiful fiance, the cutest little boy on the planet. I've grown so much as a person that it's not even funny. I'm not that depressed attention seeking child that I once was. I remember making this account dead, well I think to anyone who has still followed me to this day. You would ask, beg me to come back. And maybe just maybe. It's time for my revival