@MOTHERSGUILT !
i just wanted a normal mom , okay ? i had to sit there & watch other girls have their actual mother in their lives — they learned how do do makeup . . talk about their little crushes . did / i / ever have that ?? no . i taught myself how to deal with crushing on boys & how to put on makeup . i stayed home when almost every girl in the damn neighborhood was having a mother daughter sleepover & i sure as hell don't need you to teach me how to be a women ! * she raised her voice a bit , feeling her heart break just a little as she spoke . tired of bundling up her feelings now . this was it , the real mace todd . * why didn't you WANT me ? why don't you want me . . * the breaking point was hit . the todd had tears flowing down her cheeks when she asked the last questions *