Everyone. I can't write no more. I just can't. I've been really depressed; and down in the dumps lately. I don't know why. I mean I try to write for you I really do. But, I can't. I don't know what's wrong with me. Like, how can I explain.
Like I have an emptiness inside me.
Rachel Walls. My dearest cousin had gotten into a wreck. She had gone brain dead, and was put into a coma... She died two days later.
And I mean. Four people had died in my family. And I didn't cry. I don't know why. I hate it.
I'm not deleting my account. I mean I'm not good at anything I don't even know how I got here...
But I did. And it sucks that I have to stop here.
All of you probably stopped reading; or didn't read at all. It's ok...
Its fine.
I always say I am.
I know I'm not.
But I have to.
Its my job to keep people happy.
That's all I want. For everyone to be happy.
I make myself depressed, even though I don't want people to be depressed.
And. And I don't even know...
I'm not crazy.
I'm not insane.
I'm just. Fine.