DELETED ACC

y’all it’s been so long since i’ve been on this account, and right now ALL of my books are discontinued on both accounts for the time being. 
          
          school is very hard for me right now, especially because of my learning disorders. and i am trying to keep my grades up. i’ve been trying to find time to write but can’t find any, i’m so sorry everyone. 
          
          love, N 

Omg I love your profile picture!!

if i can i’ll update this weekend!!!!!!!

SCHOOL IS A BITCH. I HAVE NO TIME TO WRITE OR UPDATE IM SO SORRYYY

if you ship crankiplier then check out my other account: @crankyxiplier. that is where i’ll be spending most of my time now. love ya!! have a great and safe night/day. 
          
          - N 

so, it’s really sad to say, but i’m sorta fading away from the sam and colby fandom. but do not worry, i still watch their videos and kinda ship them. so be prepared for updates in the future. 
          
          the reason i’m sorta fading away is because the fandom is kinda toxic. when it comes to who ever colby might be dating, or death threats sent to the boys because of something they did. or a random 10yr old thinking that they have a chance with sam, colby, jake, or corey attacking them and the fans for no damn reason. plus with the whole ‘colby situation’ that happened a few months ago... that really made me start to fade away. just knowing that there are girls, or guys, out there willing to say that about someone just to blackmail them or make their fans hate them really made me mad. especially in the S&C fandom, i’ve seen lots of girls attack others in comments and tweets on sam and colby’s posts for a simple compliment, or say that they will kill the girl that colby may or may not be dating. or saying how much they hated that they used to stan the guys and proceeded to bring them down. 
          
          i could go on and on but i’m gonna leave this here, remember i’m still slightly apart of the fandom but i’m more into a lot of gaming creators fandoms. so yea, figured i’d just let y’all know. also i will update my books as soon as i get off my writers block so stay tuned for that. 
          
          my best wishes, 
                 - N 
          (sorry if there are typos) 

y’all i’ve been on a writers block for so long now... i’m so sorry- 

anybody know any metalcore bands that i should listen to? also i really recommend, for anyone who likes this type of music, to listen to: ICE NINE KILLS. i fucking love their music. another recommendation is: MOTIONLESS IN WHITE. 

ok people, for now i’m gonna be more active on my second acc (@crankyxiplier). don’t worry i’m gonna be updating my books still on here, but i’ve gotten more into the other fandom that my second acc is abt. i’m still in the solby fandom but i’m more into the crankiplier one rn. so yea, just a heads up :) 

you guys want a few more updates today? if you do, request them down below :)