I just need to post this just to say it:
(Sorry it's long BTW if you read this)
Some feelings are wrong on so many levels and cause so many problems, but I don't care. Some things are worth all of it when its something that means more than the world. I don't know what the future holds for me but no matter what is there, how much time I have to worry or how long I have to wait, I will forever wait because I don't want to follow what's considered right when I have something better standing right in front of me...one of the greatest things I could wait for.