Solace

Madame, shutdown ang socmed (⁠T⁠T⁠)

Butt I failed Ig?? Pero atleast tinry ko diva hehe, sorry kase I'm not as pretty as them, lalo na as sexy as the girls you've watched on tiktok, all I can do is to help you sa acads mo but your seeing it in a wrong way :< I'm helping you and not judging your words : < I would take this time to rebuild myself! And to show you na I can! I would reach my dreams without you po, but I'm thankful that you've been part of my life! I'm rooting for you too my future engineer! Chor HAHAHAAH Thank you for all the trauma's and trust issues That I got HAHAH de jk!! Your promises to me,,, forget abt it!!! Don't mind me na po I'm all goods!!! I'm tired na din, I did my best for you, even went to my lowest just for you, this may sound bad but I hope one day you'll regret everything that you did to me and realize that I was the one who stayed thru good and bad days :> tysmm for everything Mahal, If 2 yrs means nothing to you, it means a lot to me, It made me the person That I will be, maybe not now but in the future. sayonara ^¥

Gusto kita kausap, sobrang baliktad sa iniisip mong ayaw ko kase hindi ako nagchachat haha nagpapamiss ako jk. Love why? How can you act like nothing happened? Sabi mo ayaw mo na saken na layuan ka na, I did. Pero why are you showing motives again rn even though alam ko Naman na Wala na talaga. That fucking "kahit nasa malayo ako sana wag ka maghanap ng iba". I WANNA CURSE YOU SO BAD POTANGINAMO haha ikaw allowed lumandi ng malapit while ako bawal chor haha kahit d mo sabihin I know how much I avoid everyone for your peace of mind, even blocked and unfriended them para lang d ka magisip ng kung ano ano haha those days,,, love don't change but love fades : > I'm scared : < I wanna love you forever but why can't I feel the love rn,,,, I'm not excited seeing your name anymore kahit miss na miss kita, masaya lang ako pero hindi na excited para sa mga mensaheng bibitawan mo,,, masaya akong alam ko takbo ng araw mo pero at the same time I'm fine alone without your updates, Like I can handle myself na : ( without depending on you,,,, I know na I did not became the better version of a girl you always wanted and always dreamed to have but pls know that I tried,,, 

Ang sad isipin na nawawalan nako ng time sayo na iba na prior ko rn :< I can't imagine myself dati na hindi ka inalagaan na hindi inaalam nangyare sayo, I badly Wanna call you in times na I really need someone to talk to haha pero I know I'm not in the right place to do so,,, I do respect you and your new girl kahit na d nyo nagawa sakin yon, I wanna be mad because I was betrayed when my heart was pure : ( now I dunno if I can still love again the way I loved you, ang selfish pero sana you would feel what I felt. The pain, the sleepless nights, the overthink and the fake scenarios I make para lang mawala lahat ng negative tots ko hahaha,,, tangina minahal Naman kita why do I end up losing everytime I'm giving my all HAHAHAHA 

Qpriw ang hirap na tawagin kang "teh, sis, mare" ng Mahal pa din kita  paano ka nakamove on ng ganon 4 days TF HAHAHA 4 days : ( ambilis hahaha Sabi mo ayaw na dba, why do you keep on bothering me : ( why do you keep on telling me that you care haha why,,,  ansaket mo mahalin Hahahah sana d na lang ako sumugal kung ako din maiiwang ganto sa huli,,,, the way ng pagkakasabi mo na may iba ka na kausap I hope you feel what I've felt HAHA hurts so bad, I don't even know what to do that time, Miss you so much, why can't you wait for me : ( it's only the distance Mahal, I gave you my all tangena bat moko pinagpalit sa malapit haha 

I wanna unlove you already,,,, it hurts me a lot I hope you're aware that I'm hurting, I hope that you care haha you told me that you care but Mahal how can you hurt me if you truly care hahaha

Ay pakk pwede mag rant here 

Ang ganda kong sadgirl sa wattpad 

Bwct ka denver bat ba kita Mahal shuta ka HAHAHAHA wag ako hahanap iba? Eh ikaw may bago na gago ka ba