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hello, everyone! it’s been a while. first of all, i would like to apologize for not saying anything when i went on hiatus. i didn’t know the words to say before and how long i would actually be gone.
i’m not sure if anyone will be seeing this, but i will be leaving an announcement nonetheless to partially explain myself.
“where have you been and what have you been up to?
long story short, when i started to become inactive, i was in senior high school for two years, and i just finished my second year in college (if anyone is curious, i’m currently taking psychology). i still kept writing when i was away from wattpad, and i first wrote and published in ao3 around 2022 for genshin impact. unfortunately, i will not be disclosing my username there as i would like to keep my current writer persona different to here; that one is for genshin and this is for nct.
“why did you go on hiatus?”
somehow, i started losing interest in this app, especially since it was at that time that there were so many updates and i simply couldn’t keep up. later, i was convinced by my friends to play genshin, and it kept me engaged in it until now. i uninstalled wattpad some time after that, but i still had attachments to my works, especially ‘castle runaway’ and ‘glass slippers’.
“why did you unpublish ‘more than this (mark)’ and ‘you’re mine (kun)’?”
personally, ‘you’re mine’ was fine, but it was so lackluster that i had to unpublish it. additionally, my brain started to actually develop while i was inactive, and i can’t look back fondly at ‘more than this’ because of its problematic premise (regardless of the “good” ending). i don’t know what the hell my past self was on when she wrote that, but apparently she didn’t use a single fucking brain cell. i am not sorry to say that i will never publish it again, and that is for the best. i hope all of you can understand that.
(see the next announcement for continuation ^^)