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Hey guys. This is some real shit. Sorry about the language, but it’s about time I’ve started treating you all right. I’m trying to get back into the swing of things. I dealt with a hard break up from a toxic relationship.
I love all of my followers, and a relationship isn’t something I need to maintain right now if it distracts me from you all. Please forgive me, all the readers of Life of a Digimon. It means so much to me how many votes it’s received, as well as how many views it has.
I didn’t expect it to get this far, and it makes me truly proud to see people asking when I’ll update, but it’s canceled out by my laziness. However, I mustn’t bully myself. So this is where the conflict is getting myself to do this.
This is something to keep in mind followers.
Would you be friends with someone that treated you the way you do?
I’m a cruel person when talking to myself. Depression set in for almost a full year. I wrangled with people I really should haven’t talked to. I was alone. Thought maybe I could fill the hole in my heart with a facade impossible to live. I didn’t do drugs or any of that stupidness.
But I was in real danger, because I didn’t know these people. I still care about them, but it wasn’t safe of me to do. They could’ve hurt me if they wanted to.
Luckily they didn’t want to, but still.
I digress.
Thank you for being so loyal to me. And for those who forgot I exist, I’m sorry.
I know that I’m lost right now, but I’m coming back.
I lied to you all for quite awhile. I tried making myself do my job, but couldn’t. But now, I’m really going to try. I miss writing and seeing all the happy comments. So this is real shit.
I’m coming back.