Anyways, guess who lied on their depression screening? I did. So, it makes it seem like I’m totally normal!
Anyways, my teacher today made a random speech, because that’s who he is, about us ever feeling depressed or suicidal. He said to talk to him about it cause he cares a bunch about us.
It made me tear up a bit cause he’s so nice, but at the same time I felt a bit guilty cause he’ll never know what I’m actually dealing with.
Sometimes I just wanna break down and tell everyone how I really feel, but then I remember people might treat me differently and my whole life could change. Since I’m deathly afraid of change and anything unexpected, good or bad, I remain silent.
Maybe one day I’ll snap and everyone will finally know. Only when it’s too late tho. But whatever-