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Apparently I've forgotten how to people. And it's a really strange feeling to suddenly wake up ten minutes into meeting a new group of humans and realise that they are like me??? but not quite??? but so positive and adorable and I like people even though I know they couldn't like me back???? What have we been talking about and what are these words coming out of my mouth it doesn't sound like me but they like it so keep it up brain you've got this even though I'm not voluntarily making any conscious effort to manage myself it's almost automatic I didn't know I had unlocked this level of disassociation tf??? 
          	It's really, really strange I tell you.

MeosFiction

@ DTATreads  thank you too for responding. This made me kind of motivated and I hope you can handle this disassociation thing ❤
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DTATreads

@MeosFiction No no I get it. It feels like you're lying to them but in the most "I just don't want to hurt you nor our friendship" kind of way? I guess for me during my formative years I only had a small group of 'friends' (if you could even call them that) who already knew everything about me so I really had nothing to lose because it was already so toxic. But then now when with people who know NOTHING about me, I want to make sure I get the first impressions right and all that. I've never met someone who doesn't at least have an 'in front of people' personality and an 'alone at home/comfort zone' one. If that makes you feel any better?w
          	  Tbh I think most people feel 'fake' sometime in their life? but then you get out of the awkward phase and remember that real friends are there for you no matter what. When nothing you say could ever push them away because the love(platonic in this sense but this trust 'should' happen between long term romances too) between you is so wholesome.
          	  
          	  Idrk, just my thoughts. Thanks for taking the time to respond :3
          	  
          	  Btw, its NEVER too late to change. 8 billion people on Earth, and someone out there is waiting to be your bestest friend to have your back until... Forever really. Be real & find those who aren't going to let your self-depreciating bs slide.
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MeosFiction

@ DTATreads  I'm sorry for this long depressed talk.
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DTATreads

Apparently I've forgotten how to people. And it's a really strange feeling to suddenly wake up ten minutes into meeting a new group of humans and realise that they are like me??? but not quite??? but so positive and adorable and I like people even though I know they couldn't like me back???? What have we been talking about and what are these words coming out of my mouth it doesn't sound like me but they like it so keep it up brain you've got this even though I'm not voluntarily making any conscious effort to manage myself it's almost automatic I didn't know I had unlocked this level of disassociation tf??? 
          It's really, really strange I tell you.

MeosFiction

@ DTATreads  thank you too for responding. This made me kind of motivated and I hope you can handle this disassociation thing ❤
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DTATreads

@MeosFiction No no I get it. It feels like you're lying to them but in the most "I just don't want to hurt you nor our friendship" kind of way? I guess for me during my formative years I only had a small group of 'friends' (if you could even call them that) who already knew everything about me so I really had nothing to lose because it was already so toxic. But then now when with people who know NOTHING about me, I want to make sure I get the first impressions right and all that. I've never met someone who doesn't at least have an 'in front of people' personality and an 'alone at home/comfort zone' one. If that makes you feel any better?w
            Tbh I think most people feel 'fake' sometime in their life? but then you get out of the awkward phase and remember that real friends are there for you no matter what. When nothing you say could ever push them away because the love(platonic in this sense but this trust 'should' happen between long term romances too) between you is so wholesome.
            
            Idrk, just my thoughts. Thanks for taking the time to respond :3
            
            Btw, its NEVER too late to change. 8 billion people on Earth, and someone out there is waiting to be your bestest friend to have your back until... Forever really. Be real & find those who aren't going to let your self-depreciating bs slide.
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MeosFiction

@ DTATreads  I'm sorry for this long depressed talk.
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DTATreads

Dun Dun Dun
          Just a reminder that you are following me.
          And to ask yourself why would you ever do such a thing?

DTATreads

@Emily_Alba394 @MeosFiction
            Aww no you are the nice ones :3
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MeosFiction

@ DTATreads  Because I love your books and you deserve it. And as @Emily_Alba394 said, you're nice :)
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Emily_Alba394

@DTATreads Because you're nice ❤️
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DTATreads

Does anyone else get this way? (Subject thought: Relationship names)
          Like- call me Love/Darling and I'm yours but call me Baby/ 
          Sweetie/ Pumpkin/ Sweetheart or a food (I.E. honey, cookie, pudding) and I'm just soooo out of it. Anyone else prefer the nicknames of old rather than the nowadays overused "Love you, Babe" stuff? It just doesn't feel genuine??? (Not to say it isn't, I just feel like comparing who you are dating to something else is a strange jump of mindsets rather than describing them: Darling, precious, beautiful, love. I mean- names are cute and all but I'd choose Love Of My Life over Dove anyday.)
          Just a thought. :)