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Um sorry for so inconvieniently messaging you here but... kinda want to start writing DNF fics to become famous (on my other account ofc) and I already have song ideas for an inspo playlist.

Okay I got to go but I’ll reply to the rest later also sorry that I went missing for the past two days it literally felt like they took some time off of my days 

Just gonna drop the reason Mattix and Evan’s relationship is unhealthy here because I wrote something last night...
          
          
          
          Evan stumbled up to Mattix. The party was loud and relatively annoying. If he was being honest he was only there for Evan. Evan smacked into the wall next to him. "You look so fuckin' sexy right now," he slurred, then burst out laughing. Mattix tried to ignore how cute he thought Evan’s scrunched up nose was when he laughed. Key word: tried.
          
          "How high are you right now?" He was also very clearly drunk. Mattix had watched him shoot the keg and have a shot battle with some guy who's name might’ve been Oliver, but he wouldn't swear his life on it. 
          
          "I'm the stonedest person at this party right now." Stondest? Definitely high as ever, fuck, he'd have to drive him home wouldn't he? When Mattix drove Evan home it always ended the same way. They had sex. Multiple times.
          
          "Yeah you're definitely something." Evan laughed again with the same cute scrunched nose. No way, he wasn't going to fall for that. Mattix made a vow that would not have sex with Evan before they left the party, well... maybe not. "Who did you even smoke with?"
          
          "No one you should concern yourself with." He stared off into space for a minute before snapping his head back towards Mattix. "You wanna make out?"
          
          "Maybe you should ask Ray that?"
          
          "No we're not really serious, just talking. Besides I don't really like Ray, well he's good at making out. Mattix, sometime you should make out with Ray. I'm not interested though, I just don't wanna hurt his feelings or something." Mattix decided that he wouldn't point out the obvious fact that Ray would just get his feelings hurt worse after Evan leading him on all that time. 

PJtDTatdac. (Okay so in my book of baby names Ashton is a unisex name but I only see guys with it and I lowkey feel bad for her.) So... Ashton amiright? She in part 2 so we're just gonna get in that mindset real quick. So Ashton was a cheerleader for her school. (Okay ik it's gonna seem like a lot of these characters are straight but just tryna make it as realistic as possible you know, bc sadly not everyone is gay.) So Ashton has a bf name Sean, she works at McDonald's with him while going to college, she got a two year scholarship for cheer at a state college but she wants to be a general surgeon. This part of the story is set in North Dakota so yayy to more racial diversity. Ashton's mom is white and her dad is black and when she was in school some people were kinda rude about it. She's actually super sweet and energetic and I love her. Her best friend is Xavri and she kinda has a friend group of Sean, Connor, Xavri, and her. Little group lol. That's about it ig.

So... I did it, I got Pinterest. I am now sucked into the void. 

PJtDTatdac. So... Poppy amiright? (Yes it's 3 am.) So in this part of the story she is really one of the only black characters because when I made this there were only white kids and I was like shit throw some racial diversity in there so I mean it's not as white as it used to be but still. (Honestly Missouri has no racial diversity where it live and my mom is racist so I kinda made the whole cast white when Istarted writing this in 7th. ((Now Parker and Carter are half Mexican, Roni is Venezuela/ Vietnamese, Evan is like a quarter Thai, Isaiah is half Japanese. This is all I can think of atm but I'll add more if I think of anything.))) I don't really know what to say about her. She's a farm girl. Actually plays an important role in the story because The Well is behind her house, and like it's 'haunted' but not. But she has all the people stay the night at her house so they can check out the well and plot stuff. Also she was homeschooled. (I aged these kids up because they really were 14 year olds talking about having sex with each other and stuff ((well only Evan and Parker but still I kinda forgot there ages...))) She wear overalls a lot which I think is really working for her, as for character dynamics and stuff, she met the others on a trip to camp. Her and the girls get along well, as for the guys really only Ethan, Riley, and Colby. Ethan because they are on the same wavelength at times, Riley because they vibe pretty well and he's not annoying, and Colby because he's not an absolute idiot and they end up dating are absolutely adorable fight me. She hates Parker because he's annoying and stupid, her and Carter don't talk much but would prolly be bffs if they did. Poppy is very picky about people so, if she doesn't like you she will make it apparent. Her favorite song is Strawberry Wine by Deena Carter. She listened to a lot of 90's country, mainly the female voices. Anyways a queen we love her.

PJ we’re sharing an umbrellaaaaa

Idk if you'd like to continue with the PJtDTatdac thing but if you would, I'm putting a list of all the characters here. This list is to also kinda help me bc those little shits are so hard to keep track of. I'll put hearts by the one a I have already told you about.
          Em ♡
          Tippy ♡
          Roni ♡
          Parker ♡
          Carter♡ 
          Jesse♡
          Ethan ♡
          Colby
          Poppy
          Riley ♡
          Brett 
          Cody
          Jimmy
          Jodie
          Nathan
          Samantha 
          Taylor
          Ava
          Evan ♡
          Mattix ♡
          Isaiah ♡
          Oliver?
          Mac
          Marcy
          Kenzi
          Macey
          Noah
          
          Bonnie
          Lane
          Lani
          Juniper
          Alex
          Sarah
          Max
          Sam
          Tom
          Robin
          Carson
          Elise
          Lyra
          Cindy
          Sean
          Connor
          Ashton 
          Xavri 
          Brody
          Micah

Helloooo, beautiful. How are today? It thunderstormed here Saturday night. I thought you might like that. The trees were dancing. Anywayyysssss I forgot to take inhaler last night so... not cool. DON'T WORRY THOUGH, I will take it this morning after I am done texting you. I am teaching myself to knit at the moment, I made a very sad looking scarf so I am trying again. It's already coming out a lot better. How I Met Your Mother is putting my emotional well-being through a blender at the moment, I mean man really made it rain for her ahhahahwhnehsh. Anyways, someday, I want to send you some twizzlers and a scarf I made bc, that's fun and always something to look forward too. And Istg I looked in the mirror the other day and I was skinny, it was disturbing yet refreshing at the same time? Update on my characters: Parker and Mattix are fighting over Evan, Isaiah is gay but refuses to admit it, and I am currently making him a love interest but kinda evilly so don't think it's for his well being, oh and Riley drinks a lot of milk. So yeah cool stuff. Ummm, I guess that's all I have to say, and I'm rewriting this book and another one of my series atm. Byyye, have a lovely day. I hope it rains for you. 

I as a human being literally suck