Hey again... so this message is something that I had written in the beginning of my most recent chapter of my Cisco Ramon fanfic, The particle accelerator explosion. I had mentioned the fact that someone I knew committed suicide recently and I just want to speak about the topic, not using this person though just out of respect. But please if you or someone you know is suicidal don’t sit in the dark tell someone you trust. Get help do whatever just don’t conceal it or fake happiness because it’ll only make things worse, I should know. I’ve had depression for a few years now and the only reason I’m able to write this right now is because of my extremely close friends. And if you or someone you know is suicidal or thinks they aren’t good enough or no one cares about you or them trust me there are SOOO many people who would be devastated that you would be gone. Don’t let anyone say you’re nothing because everyone is amazing and shouldn’t think of themselves in such negative ways. I hear about all of these suicides and I sit and wonder what if that was me.. what would my friends and family do... would they care... would they be upset.. I’ve sat in my room holding a pair of scissors terrified because I think of harming myself, or I start imagining the pain of harming myself with them. Or I would hold my neck and start tightening my grip for a minute but I couldn’t do anything else because there are people who care even if I didn’t think so. I know I’m rambling but please just don’t think about yourself as anything less then amazing or beautiful or handsome or great or loved because you’re all of these things in your own unique way and it shouldn’t take a genius to figure that out. Thank you for you’re time and please don’t harm yourself or try to commit suicide because before it’s too late you’ll regret doing it... I hope that everyone has a good rest of your week.
