-Tailland-

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۞"Here's the thing, I can't do anything right
          Try as I absolutely, totally might
          The bones are melting, the skeleton is ash
          The clavicle detaches and falls with a deafening crash
          And I'm not your protagonist
          I'm not even my own
          I don't know anything
          I don't even know what I don't know
          And if you look outside you'll see
          Disintegrating trees
          The artificial way the sunlight bounces
          Off the waxy leaves
          My heart catches on every thorn
          You're already halfway out the door
          And I've never looked so old
          And I have never been so cold
          And it is 85 degrees
          I don't know what I need
          There's lukewarm herbal mango sweet hibiscus tea
          On the hot garbage pile in which I fucking sleep
          The walls are empty it's so ugly I could
          Burn the whole place down
          It wouldn't catch 'cause all the posters
          Are on their way to my hometown
          And I am not your protagonist
          I'm not even my own
          I don't know anything
          I don't even know what I don't know
          And if you look outside you'll see
          Disintegrating trees
          The artificial way the sunlight bounces
          Off the glitching leaves
          My wet heart catches on every thorn
          You're already halfway out the door
          And I'm so tiny and so old
          And God it's never been so cold
          And it is 85 degrees
          I don't know what I need"۞
          
          ~᯽⁂Song by Penelope Scott⁂᯽~