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thanks and like I said...read the ask box sequel on ask #4 and you'll know what I mean and seriously most people probably be lonely these days....and cutting yourself won't resolve everything...your just gonna hurt yourself....hmm...what I do when I wanna resolve things is I'd rather be alone for awhile in my room and just try to forget the event that happened and also my mom also took me to a psychologist and things were different but still I take medications for my mental health disorder but one thing they don't know is that I had already gone insane myself like talking to myself,laughing my ass off like seeing how pathetic my mother and father can be,locking myself up and then after for a few days I go back to normal again....it's like having someone control you like the opposite of you but more mystery and dark evil creature living deep inside your body and I have never told anyone about this nor my parent's and besides they won't believe me anyway they think I'm just telling lies and that person is not real but actually it's for real...I almost choked her that day when my friend classmate were gonna go to the mall or have a sleepover which my parent's didn't allow me to have a sleepover so I tried forcing her that I want to have my first sleep over but of course she still refuse so I took matters in own hands by choking her to death right in front of my classmate in the living room and good thing someone there had stop me for doing so...it was my uncle by the way who stop me from almost killing my mother....still I had flash backs about it and it sorta turns me on when I think about it like trying not to do it but of course I couldn't kill anyone because I can't afford going to jail but I'd rather be sent to a mental hospital or something