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Got violated and managed to channel my trauma into NCT wish so now everytime I think of it, my brain just blasts an NCT wish song
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No words can describe just how disgusting I feel with myself rn
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Holy wow that was a beautiful fic
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Hey guys, I'm sure we or st least the majority of us got the news regarding nct. I just woke up and it was the first thing I saw and I just broke down into tears.
I never understood the pain that a lot of fands experienced when they lost their favs, I always thought, "you are being dramatic" or "they are still posting, it's not like they disappeared" I just couldn't bring myself to feel that tried with them.
It's much different now that I have lost Mark.
Mark was the reason I got into nct, it was through one of those reaction videos, and the creators were ooking at a video from cherryverse about him. I remember loving the video so much that I went and found it after just to watch it again and again, and I wasn't even an nctzen yet.
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Thank you mark for introducing me to NCT, Thank you mark for bringing me my comfort, my source of happiness. Id choose nct in every single life, no matter what i come back as, I'd always pick nct.
Neo will forever have my back ᢉ ᩚ
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I know that we are coming to the end of an era, I know that we will be losing more neos, and I want to deny it, but it's the truth no matter how hard it would he to accept. Of course I'm going to still support them if they decide to leave, once a neo always a neo haha... I just didn't think it would hurt this much.
I know I still have wayv and the wishes, but nct without the original line up is so odd to me, the group would be so small and it just wouldn't feel like them anymore.
Again, I'm still going to stan, I don't think I could ever stop loving nct and so long as the group is still active I'll be there.
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again. Nct made life tolerable. Ending up in schools away from my friends, and then drifting away from them, and with COVID happening at the same time, I just felt so alone. Nct made it better, nct made me smile and laugh, and I'd never trade that happiness for anything.
School was good because of nct, I'd put in my earphones and just blast their songs while reading cause teachers never showed up, I'd be so happy when my classmates asked me about them. I just loved this group so much.
My entire YouTube was just them, and so was my insta, tiktok and Pinterest. I never loved anything else like how I loved nct. I'd spend nights watching silly videos on them, and rewatching their variety show episodes even though I had seen them countless times before. I'd stay up till 3am reading some fanfic instead sleeping because I had to get up early for school.
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Little rant, but stop saying that the new album is old bts because its not. They are not known for noise music, "but not today, fire the entire dark and wild" no! This is not an nct, skz or ATEEZ situation where when you hear the name you think loud, you think experimental.
Their debut song, I believe it was danger, was nowhere near the level of experimental as any of those three groups. Even nmixx O.O. these groups made it known that experimental was their brand, that they aren't TRYING to put out radio friendly songs all the time. Bts is not that and they never will be, their entire brand and identity exists because of songs like fake love and I need u and blood sweat and tears.
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@Daengzenie No one cares we are bullet proof 2 and neither do they, because that song didn't get them paid but boy with luv gets all the attention because, guess what, it got them money. And they are at a stage now where they have a lot more rights over their songs, they chose the songs they put out on arirang, this not a sticker situation where they had no choice but to sing it, and trust 127 hates sticker, but sticker is on brand for for nct, especially 127. Their title tracks always leaned toward the no I see side and the b-sides weren't. Their debut all the way to their latest comeback have all been that way. All that aside, nothing about old bts is showing in their new album, NOTHING, and I was an army, so I know what Im saying. It's fine to experiment with your music, to step out of the box. People love creativity, what people do not take to however is mediocrity and that is what their album is You cannot tell me that these seven men, sat there and all agreed that those songs were the best, that those songs were bts and represented who they were. Because I dont get old bts, I don't get any form of individuality, especially with their title track being all in english, even after rm said that if the group ever did that then it's not bts What I get from this album, and what I fully understand about them now, is that they don't care as long as they get money, and they know that their fans are so obsessed, so brained, that they could put out shit and fans would still stream and still support because all they want is the money The identity of bts is whatever is mainstream, and their identity is also exploiting their fans
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Found the perfect usher and my dumbass forgot my password to change it
Daengzenie just you wait, papa is gonna many you his user
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I love jaehee
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Why wasn't I told to stan jaehee earlier
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L1terallycorensupes isn't sticking like how jimmybaeshair, yxingcafe and sweg_goose do and I actually just want it gone now
I still adore David corenswet tho
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What if I dropped wuwa fics
Does anyone like wuwa?
MEE!!! I DO SILASS!!!
Ooo okay, anyone else?
I DO! I DO!
ME AS WELL!
oh you you guys must really love wuwa, I guess I might just starting doing wuwa fics