*VENT WARNING*
im in need of mental help, i have no sleep schedule, no matter how early i sleep i always manage to wake up late. I always disappoint people around me but i just laugh it off. I dont want them to leave me and i just want to be normal again. I want to be the happy girl i used to be, i dont want to be like this anymore. I hate the fact that i get scolded by my parents because i wont make a promotion video on tiktok for money. Thats what they care about anyways right? money. If i do something without the involvement of it i get denied or ignored. i hate it, i hate it so much i just want them to be proud for who i really am, cant they just act like they care. I just want a hug