DahMin MiKaito

@DahMinJessicaPurple 
          Rant
          Hello It's me Jessica 
          If you notice everything I write here, well here's what I wanted to say ...
          For the past six years now I used to enjoy writing and interacting with my readers alot since the first year I published my stories but that all changes after COVID-19 strikes and everyone I had fun with had vanished and left the community and since then, I struggle to get reader's attention and losing motivation even contact after the update of this app changes everything. Social media always treats me like a ghost and I feel left out forever
          
          Yep nothing changes anymore except the only interaction I had is myself most of the time except one of them who still know me are still in touch with each other. Since I'm lacking of support and effort on my writing career I don't know what else to do to gain reader's attention these days. I always dream of writing my imagination where I escaped reality during my childhood but still my mind refuse to coordinate everything I wanted to think of and now I'm stressing to continue as planned and my mind is swollen to type or write everything after a 4 month break but still nothing works anymore. I know no one will notice me or a post like this but... I guess... That's how things will end for me but maybe someday I'll comeback rebranding myself that I wanted to be as a writer and as a reader. It may NOT be my last post but I want to show you how my journey that I worked hard as a writer became a ghosted down spiral and I don't know what else should I do to win your heart's content but then again I'm planning to rebrand and restart myself if I had a chance. It's NOT the end for me because I will always stay for now as a reader and then I'll come back as a hard working writer. 
          
          Together Forever DahminJessicaPurple

Me trying to continue to write a lot of things throughout the years (every Friday) but my mind refuse to coordinate and put effort on my hardwork. 
          
          Results: Lacking Reader's Attention and Writer's Block 

Bizarre Labubu Experience Story
          
          Don't look now but I already experience the curse of Labubu. It is said the trendy toy contains nightmares which ended up on news once. I already experienced it on the 2nd day as someone gifted that toy to me and from that night of the same day from this year, stuck at a haunted school in mascot horror game getting jumpscared by monsters so I have to get rid of that doll immediately by give it to the neighborhood . The end 

Update:
          Ever since my puppy friend died last week, I became sleepless yet overslept. Luckily my mother was unbothered about it. However things did not go well until now how I tried my best to sleep. Well here's the thing... I OVERDOSE MYSELF. Basically I use every vitamins and cold pills to make myself sleep but nothing seemed to work not even Asmr would do the trick. But worst out of all things I take two doses of cold pills every night to make myself fall asleep
          
          Since I'm worried about new year so far I don't want to sleep so long feeling short lived. Luckily I'm still alive. I don't know if I have the right to post but I thought everyone should know 

Now that I came back from recovery from last week and planning to continue where I left off for next year, where should I start? 
          
          BangTwice Danganronpa or Other stories 
          
          Lately I saw my BangTwice Danganronpa series gain 1.7k views which is good but it needs some voting and commenting from readers like you 
          
          Shall i continue writing this series? Or anything that I left behind? 
          
          Please let me know I don't want to feel ghosted posting this

Gurlie you're so strong. I never experienced having a pet but I still feel your pain, sorry for your lose. Be strong and cheerup your friend will be at a good place fss.

An update because I'm still alive:
          
          An Eulogy for Tofu:
          The other day I lost a puppy friend who I grew up since quarantine by the time my puppy gave birth to her. We somehow let someone to adopt but no one did so we decided to keep her and give her the love she needs. 
          
          However unfortunately last week she was feeling unwell at first her arms are limping then the next day she had a bad stomach issue that is hard to describe and she's crying a lot at that night as her stomach hardens so bad that I couldn't sleep last night to look after her causing too much anxiety recalling from our last young puppies who experience the same thing as recently I have today. By this point my mom and I took her to the vet where luckily an old friend of mine lightened my mood hoping my dog would survive and she was doing well all the time behaving well yet the results reveal that she had a kidney and liver failure. My mom did our best to make her recover quickly but unfortunately in the end, a puppy friend that grow up with me during those 4 years end of the night of December 19. 
          
          Since then, I lack sleep until this day due to her death and I have to mourn her death in our backyard and spend my last moments with her recalling my memories hugging, sleeping together in my bed, playing with her close puppy friends, traveling together and that smile she showed for the last time was the last thing I saw from her 
          
          Ever since her death affects me, I finally let out my emotions that I never had for a long time but luckily I still have the other dogs who are by  my side who are also affected from her death and decided to be clingy and more affectionate to me not leaving my side. Luckily, my mom comforts me giving me the hope to have new baby puppies in our house that will be happening soon. In the meantime, I decided to continue to live for myself and everyone else even trying to find things to comfort and motivate myself 
          
          

Late Post:
          
          Happy 6 Years in Wattpad 
          It's already 6 years and I forgot to tell you about it because I need a moment of silence while I'm in work in progress on finalizing my writing work. Yes I might be in a four month break but I have a project from my therapist who assinged me to do a children's book concept this way I'll be able to pursue my career in writing and dressmaking. Just incase if anyone's wondering regarding to last month and this month I'm okay I'm practicing to motivate myself and enjoying youthful things in life to summon my innerchild again also another way to keep my boring distance from the phone also I attended church every Sunday as possible. 
          
          Well don't worry there's more stories to come and I'll still be active here no matter what. Thank you for sticking around and happy anniversary to myself luv u

Update: For the last six days ago a typhoon striked here in the Philippines and the rain here is hardcore rough out there. Fortunately it surpassed yesterday and the sun shine again 
          
          Just incase if anyone's wondering what happened to me at this rate I'm okay 
          

LATE RESPONSE:
          LET ME REMIND YOU TO ANY FRIENDS OF MINE WHO ARE STANNERS OF NCT, I AM NO LONGER ADDING T@3!L'S NAME ONCE I'M IN THE MIDDLE OF MY WRITING JOURNEY. AS SOON THE HOT SHOT NEWS GOT INTO THE SOCIETY WITH HIS NAME AND THE INFORMATION ITSELF INCLUDING HIS DEPARTURE FROM NCT, MADE ME OFFICIALLY SEE HIM AS A PEDOPHILE (IN MY OWN EYES).
          
          WHOEVER IS STILL WRITING TAEIL FF RIGHT NOW, DELETE THEM IMMEDIATELY. IT'S MY WARNING I'M SPEAKING OUT