Greedy.Boy._13

Hey lol

Thanks for the follow!
          ~ Vani

Ok I’m done crying now 

Bruh I just found a cookie in my pocket from like 2 hours ago and it’s smushed and really warm but it’s still good so I’m gonna eat it 

I just want comfort 
          
          I want someone to hold me close and let me cry while they stroke my hair and tell me it’s not my fault my mom is an alcoholic and barely acknowledge’s me outside of when she wants something and that it’s not my fault that I want a mother figure in my life that’s not addicted to drugs and has distanced themself in favor of their boyfriend 
          
          And that I shouldn’t feel guilty when the mother figure I do have cries and has a mental breakdown from the stress of having to take care of me and make sure I don’t find a new reason to kill myself because it’s not my fault 
          
          
          But of course my dumbass doesn’t realize that and still takes the blame 
          
          
          
          
          I want someone who will stay there when I need them and not tell me that I’m being ‘over dramatic’ or that they had it “so much harder than me” 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          But of course I can’t have that I can’t have ANYTHING 
          
          
          I want to be alone but I also want to be comforted and have that warm feeling that you just can’t explain 
          
          I wish I could have a mother figure that will actually listen to me talk about my problems 

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