@Llorumi-fangirl that's so sweet of you, I really appreciate it. I think things are improving, some of the friends I've lost I lost bc I left my old school, and they really didn't like me having ideas that didn't align with what they thought was right. But for one of my others friends (who was my gf that I still kinda like but at the same time idk and it's just kinda crazy), well, she isn't allowed to see me, at least right now. And it's hard, bc I miss her sm and she's been going through a lot, and I'm really her only friend except a mutual friend of ours, but he lives pretty far so we don't see him a lot. But now she's pretty much alone, and she hasn't had any way to contact me (her parents took all devices she had) for a few months now. I'm really worried, but I hope she'll be able to see me soon. And then my other friend, I think she's been ignoring me or smth. Idk, I've tried texting her and asking if we can call, but every time she's said she can't. And I understand it, being busy and all, but I'm just a bit confused ig. Ugh, everything has just been so weird lately ig. Oh gosh, sorry I just ranted again lol. <3
