Its 3:42 AM in Arizona right now. No matter what I'm always going to work on something to make you all happy. I am going through a lot which includes depression, anxiety, I'm bipolar, I'm a person who self harms, my parents are getting divorced, my brother did something but I'm not sure what because I see my mailbox has a dent in it, and I have school but nobody really backs me up. I know I sound like I'm trying to get pity from all the people who read this but I'm not. I just believe I should let you all know because incase of a day or week or month without me posting you all know why. I also might have to leave the U.S.A. because we don't have enough money or I will be living on the streets. But I really know how much pain or suffering or misery people can hide. I am one person who hides my misery because of an parental problem and many other things. But brightening up 1 persons day make me happy and gives me a reason to keep going. My parents don't know I have self harmed. I don't want them to because then they feel its their fault. But as long as I can bring a smile to even 1 persons face, trust me, my day gets a whole lot brighter. It might die down but even so, it is something I love doing. I may be 11, but I know people go through hard times, and 1 person who does something good for someone else may save another's live. I enjoy the feeling because I feel I have a purpose to fulfill, and another reason to live.
