DaisyStar515

Just four months in i just keep getting bad news about myself. Sometimes I just wonder if my life was even ment to live this long, my 22nd birthday next month and yet I feel like my body is not getting any better, I really wonder if I did something in my past life for me to have this many issues in my life.

DaisyStar515

In reality i don't know what do anymore, things are not going right anymore. I'm just tired, I'm losing interested in things I love. Everything changing around me and I feel like I'm stuck in the same spot. I'm really trying show everyone that I'm okay and I'm happy with how everything is in my life but I feel so lost that I can't do things I should be doing that this point of my life.

DaisyStar515

So I have feelings for one of my guy friend. Me and friends where talking about relationship and two of our friends are in relationships and my friend that I feelings for said he never been with girl that had feelings for me or know they had feelings for him. And my two best friends said you know one, they were talking about me, I so bad wanted to tell him I had feelings for him but I'm scared of what happens after I tell him.