So a few of you having been asking for updates for a while now and I thought I should let you all know why things have been quiet recently. A few weeks before Christmas we were given the horrible news that our beloved puppy of 12 years had a cancerous lump on her jaw that couldn't be removed.
This destroyed me. So for the last month and a half I've spent every moment I could with my beautiful girl, keeping her as comfortable as possible until we would have to do the unthinkable.
The night before last things got worse and we realised that no matter how happy our gorgeous girl was to see us, we couldn't let her live like this any longer.
Yesterday we took her to the vet and she spent her final moments with her head on my leg and we said the hardest goodbye I've ever had to say. I know she's at peace and no longer in pain, but God knows it doesn't make it any easier. There's a yard, a bed, and a bean bag with no dog, and it feels like someone has ripped a hole in my chest.
So if I don't update for a while I apologise because right now I'm not ok, and it's going to take time before I will be.