Dakota_in_wonderland

I know this isn't the right place to write about this. But I figured, it's wattpad! People want to read. So this is something to read, and this is a form of writing. Even if no one will read this and I don't get my answers. I still want to speak. I want to be heard..
          	It seems everything continues to fall apart, and I want to know d it ever gets better? Does it always hurt this much? The pain in my chest that itches and burns. Does it go away? My stinging eyes, from crying, does it ever stop? Do the tears stop when you smile, or is a smile not even worth it... Because sometimes I feel like smiles are worthless if fake. If you can't smile real why smile at all.. I feel as if I'm screaming and gasping, but no one is here to hear me or help me. I feel useless and broken... I feel unimportant. Maybe that's stupid
          	Of me. I'm just one tiny speck in the worth though, and it seems stupid for me to be here. What's the point? What do I do? I never help anyone, I only ask and beg for help and never get it. I want to know what's the point to keep going when I have no motivation whatsoever.

Dakota_in_wonderland

I know this isn't the right place to write about this. But I figured, it's wattpad! People want to read. So this is something to read, and this is a form of writing. Even if no one will read this and I don't get my answers. I still want to speak. I want to be heard..
          It seems everything continues to fall apart, and I want to know d it ever gets better? Does it always hurt this much? The pain in my chest that itches and burns. Does it go away? My stinging eyes, from crying, does it ever stop? Do the tears stop when you smile, or is a smile not even worth it... Because sometimes I feel like smiles are worthless if fake. If you can't smile real why smile at all.. I feel as if I'm screaming and gasping, but no one is here to hear me or help me. I feel useless and broken... I feel unimportant. Maybe that's stupid
          Of me. I'm just one tiny speck in the worth though, and it seems stupid for me to be here. What's the point? What do I do? I never help anyone, I only ask and beg for help and never get it. I want to know what's the point to keep going when I have no motivation whatsoever.

burningbells

Hii! I really like your works! I am a new writer. Could you please read my story and give me some suggestions so that I can improve it? You are such a great writer. I seriously love your writings a lot. It would mean a lot if my work is acknowledged by you. Please do read it and also give some suggestions I would love it if you do this for me ❤️❤️❤️

Dakota_in_wonderland

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Dakota_in_wonderland

So I have some updates. Part 2 of httabbias was suppose to come out 3 days ago! But I had some... Difficulties. I'm postponing the our date to next week! I have my last few weeks of school and I'm busy! Plus I'm editing the first book and I want to finish that first!!
          Anyways on new book news. You may notice I have 18 books! These are all trial books as in I wanna see what my audience likes. The popular ones will be kept. 
          
          I've been having troubles with writing block and art block and family things, personal life troubles. So that's part of the reason updates may get smaller. 
          
          But I have a new full time book coming out called It. It's about vampires. So please sorry if I can't update as often school ends July 8th and I promise the second I get out I'll write a million updates!!
          ~xoxo Dakota ❤️