I know this isn't the right place to write about this. But I figured, it's wattpad! People want to read. So this is something to read, and this is a form of writing. Even if no one will read this and I don't get my answers. I still want to speak. I want to be heard..
It seems everything continues to fall apart, and I want to know d it ever gets better? Does it always hurt this much? The pain in my chest that itches and burns. Does it go away? My stinging eyes, from crying, does it ever stop? Do the tears stop when you smile, or is a smile not even worth it... Because sometimes I feel like smiles are worthless if fake. If you can't smile real why smile at all.. I feel as if I'm screaming and gasping, but no one is here to hear me or help me. I feel useless and broken... I feel unimportant. Maybe that's stupid
Of me. I'm just one tiny speck in the worth though, and it seems stupid for me to be here. What's the point? What do I do? I never help anyone, I only ask and beg for help and never get it. I want to know what's the point to keep going when I have no motivation whatsoever.