Lila

Grr... I honestly feel like just stopping it all, yk?? Like not doing anything anymore and just ending everything. Sifhhh, I miss my man...
          
          I'm feeling super silly!!!!!!!!!!!

Damn bro! Nobody carin' round here???!!!! What the flip.
          
          
          Whatever. It doesn't matter. I don't matter. Nobody cares about my book anyways,,,

I'm back!! I can post whatever and when I can again!
          
          I might forget, by I'm trying.
          
          I recently realized I'm all safe, so everything is gonna be okay :3!!
          
          Thoughts?

Sorry for not being online again, I had my device taken away for two/three days.
          
          I'm super sorry again for not saying anything, it was past the time I'm able to be on here.
          
          I'm in half-assed trouble nd I won't be on during most of the day.
          
          I won't be as interactive as I used to be, which means I won't really be updating my books.
          
          Once again, I'm so super sorry nd I'll try my best to be mindful of y'all, even though I already am.
          
          Love you guys ♥︎!!

I think everything is going to be okay. I'll just be less active than usual and will update whenever I can.
          
          I might make a new mlp au as well since I've been losing motivation on f.r. - f.i.f. .
          
          Making a new au doesn't necessarily mean I'm abandoning the first one, but that is an outcome of doing this.
          
          For now, I won't make the new au. I'll hold off on that. I just need opinions on making a new one I guess. I'm sorry if I scared some of y'all, by the way, I genuinely thought I was going to lose everything.
          
          I'm going to be less active but I'm still going to be here, so I just ask for opinions and interaction from time to time I guess (along with patience because of the slow upload stuff)..

Quick update;
          
          Everything is okay for now, but I might deal with the same situation again which has led me to the decision of being on here and discord so much more less. Updates will be less frequent and chapters may be slower, but I'm still here.
          
          To clear up some questions;
          
          @-Bisexual-Freak- ; I almost got my device searched, leading to my ultimate getting caught and losing it all. Sorry for worrying you.
          
          @TheAutisticRick2 ; I'm not getting hacked, I was just almost caught having this, discord, and c.ai (c.ai for the third time) being discovered, so I wanted to let you know I might not be here anymore.
          
          @SomeSh_ttyPerson ; I might get caught on here, discord, and c.ai, therefore leading me to my losing of everything.
          
          --Apologies--
          
          I'm sorry to those I worry/worried, I'm sorry to those who I upset, I'm sorry for making an announcement again, I'm sorry for even tell you all, km sorry for leaving people wondering, I'm sorry for confusing you guys, I'm sorry for those who I lost last night , due to what I presume was my last night scare, I'm sorry for not being so truthful and not really keeping my words, and I'm sorry for everything I've ever done. I shouldn't have been on here in the first place which is why I may or may not abandon Wattpad forever. I know I've made a book and I know I've gained 91 followers, by is it really worth it if I'm going to lose it at the end of the day? I most likely won't quit, but I'm thinking about it. I'm sorry.
          
          --Special people--
          
          @SomeSh_ttyPerson
          @TheAutisticRick2
          @Y0ur_L0c4l_J3w
          @Astrid_isCool
          @-Bisexual-Freak-
          @mqiimoo
          @m3liox
          @_estelle2
          
          You guys have a special place in my heart. I'll never forget you guys. <33

I'm so sorry guys. I might lose everything- my story, my access to this account, even being able to go on here and all my other apps.
          
          Forgive me for making this announcement, but I just want to let everybody know that I'm so sorry.
          
          @Y0ur_L0c4l_J3w ; I'm so sorry my love, but I love you so much and you'll never fully understand that no matter how many times I say it. I'm so sorry for being so abrupt and everything, by I was just informed and wanted to let you know. I felt it was unfair to just leave randomly and didn't say anything to you. I'm not leaving or breaking up with you, I'm just going to be gone for a long time if I get caught. I sincerely apologize for everything I've done or said to upset you and when I've been rude to you. I know I've most likely upset you in some way and you haven't told me, and I honestly respect that so much. I just want you to know I'll never really fully leave you, and I'll always love, care, yearn and think about you. Once again, I'm so sorry for everything and I love you so much. You've made me feel things in my heart I'm getting used to, and I'm so sad I won't be able to feel those things if everything goes wrong. Just remember: I love you more than you could ever love me, no matter what.
          
          Everybody else; I'm so sorry for my empty promises that may be the last thing you have left of me. I really was trying everything, but today was my last day of finals and I'm finally able to post those chapters, but sadly its the day I might lose everything and can't risk it. Know I cherish every one of you and am so grateful for your support along my journey!! I know not a lot of you will even care, but I still appreciate you all. You guys really make me feel awesome and loved, something I'm not too used to from anyone. Its a feeling I honestly can't believe I get when I find new followers, or even new comments, ect. Thank you all.
          
          @TheAutisticRick2 ; Hai chat!!! Uhm... Live long and prosper.
          
          I'll miss you all. I'll keep you updated. Bye..

Ty for 336 views on my mlp au.
          
          I'm sorry I haven't posted any new chapters lately, since I've come to realize this is my finals week.
          
          This is my first time doing finals, so its all just a big stressor and motivation drainer. I do truly apologize for not keeping my book in check and I genuinely hope I can be forgiven. I'm trying my best, but with all the brain fog I'm dealing with and the fact its finals week for me doesn't help..
          
          I know nobody really responds to these kinds of announcements, but still. I just want to let y'all know I might not post the next chapter this week, or maybe for 2 weeks, depending on how my finals go.
          
          I'll keep y'all posted, unless you guys don't care. Then I won't.
          
          Anyways good morning!

Everybody STOOP!!!
          
          I'VE PLAYED THESE GAMES BEFORE!!!!
          
          "...what?"
          
          I SAID I'VE PLAYED THESE GAMES BEFOOOREE!!!

Day time or nighttime, I feel I'm MY time
          But my time is fickle-
          Just like a friend!
          
          And with my departure from the pain I harbour
          I feel I am sinking and sailing
          To swim...