I remember when we first kissed.
I want to go back where our lips never left each others. 

Why can't you be here... Why'd you have to leave me. Dus, you always knew how to make me happier... Now it's like I can't be happy. I cry myself to sleep every night and... I just want you here.. With me again. Hugging me and holding me close and telling me you knew that I wasn't fine... And hugged me as tight as you can.. I miss that..I miss you.. Nobody gets it, how much I miss you. You was my everything. You was my life.. And now it's like I don't have one.. I haven't been the same... I'm a mess... I can't sleep for anything I can but barley I cry.. I cry most of the night wanting you to hold me again.. Why did you have to die on me...? I wish that you was here and we could go see a movie again... Or you come to my completions like before... I stare at the seats and wish you was in one cheering me on... But I can't do this anymore... It hurts.. Everything does. And I wish someone would see that.. That I'm not okay.. I'm not okay without you. I knew you since we was little. How could forget that? I can I forget you? I can't... And I won't... I'm falling apart. Everytime I think of you... I cry. And I can't breath... And if I could say one thing to you... I'd say... I love you. I love you more then anything and everything. I know your with me.. But it just hurts... I miss you.