I am a FTM trans teen who loves to write

I don't write because my friends to. I don't write because I'm bored. I write because it's my escape. It's how I deal with the crap people say to me or about me. It's how I get over the a million and one heartbreaks.  It's how I communicate my feelings when I can't talk. I have bad social anxiety so I get scared to talk to people. I write to them instead. Ask any of my friends. I've tried saying but it doesn't sound right. It doesn't capture my feelings the way writing it does.
 If you don't like my writing then that's on you.