I'm a bird ahh ahh

I'm sorry for not writing a Valentine's day chapter, I was going to but I was busy so I wasn't able to work on one ahead of time and I wasn't in the mood to come up with an idea or write it out.

Do you ever just feel so taunted by the fact that you have a way to kill yourself but you're too scared to use it?

I might update a bit since I'm home sick today.

This last day of 2018 has made me sad due to Wanna One disbanding and Mark leaving NCT Dream but it's not too bad. Hope everyone has a great 2019 and ending to their 2018.

New chapter of Hybrid Lover is out!!!! Also, happy holidays. I hope you guys have a great holiday and you did great on your exams if you had any.

I'm gonna get anywhere from 5 to 0 hours of sleep and I have exams in the morning. Ones kinda easy but the other one is for my hardest class. I'm so stressed out about it.

I wanted to make a text post on Tumblr but I'm doing the log out thing today so I can't open the app or post and now I'm kinda sad that I'm doing it.

I start my exams tommorow so wish me luck, but I wanna put up either a one shot or a new chapter of Hybrid Lover. Which should I do? 

I haven't eaten much today and I know I should have eaten more and should probably eat something to have a bit more food in my body but just thinking of eating is making me feel kinda sick.

I really wanna come out to some of my family this Christmas but I'm pretty fucking scared just thinking about doing it.