Dan_Dan_Noodles

Despite being of native American decent, and being raised by native Americans/Alaskan, all of this anti European decent Americans has really been getting to me. My ancestors are from the Catawba tribe, they got very small and had to marry the europeans in order to survive and thrive, most modern Catawba people(like me) have the native American face features, but they are white. The europeans were the only reason my family survived, the Catawba tribe fought along side the americans in the revolutionary war! If it wasn't for them, I probably wouldn't be alive
          	
          	I know first hand the horrors the u.s government caused the indigenous people of this country, but that's the government...it's their fault that all of this is happening, I dont know if its fair to blame normal people trying to live their lives over somrthing they literally didnt do. I do think the American population should be better educated on this subject, I want lucky to have neglectful parents and got mostly raised by yupik, but not everyone here got that. Again though, it's the u.s government fault that all of this bs is happening
          	
          	
          	Idk, I'm just really sad tonight (⁠˘⁠・⁠_⁠・⁠˘⁠)

Kakyoinmybro

@carelesswillow I fell asleep a little after midnight, it wasn't good sleep, but I had some nice dreams
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carelesswillow

@Dan_Dan_Noodles are you asleep? how did you sleep?
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Dan_Dan_Noodles

Despite being of native American decent, and being raised by native Americans/Alaskan, all of this anti European decent Americans has really been getting to me. My ancestors are from the Catawba tribe, they got very small and had to marry the europeans in order to survive and thrive, most modern Catawba people(like me) have the native American face features, but they are white. The europeans were the only reason my family survived, the Catawba tribe fought along side the americans in the revolutionary war! If it wasn't for them, I probably wouldn't be alive
          
          I know first hand the horrors the u.s government caused the indigenous people of this country, but that's the government...it's their fault that all of this is happening, I dont know if its fair to blame normal people trying to live their lives over somrthing they literally didnt do. I do think the American population should be better educated on this subject, I want lucky to have neglectful parents and got mostly raised by yupik, but not everyone here got that. Again though, it's the u.s government fault that all of this bs is happening
          
          
          Idk, I'm just really sad tonight (⁠˘⁠・⁠_⁠・⁠˘⁠)

Kakyoinmybro

@carelesswillow I fell asleep a little after midnight, it wasn't good sleep, but I had some nice dreams
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carelesswillow

@Dan_Dan_Noodles are you asleep? how did you sleep?
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Dan_Dan_Noodles

Just realized that if I had a real serious life or death medical problem my parents wouldn't believe me and I'd die
          
          I am not having fun trying to sleep after realizing that :(

Kakyoinmybro

@carelesswillow I think it was just sad man hour for me last night, I don't normally think about this type of stuff :((
            
            I'm hoping I go to the doc soon enough, I really need to make sure there is nothing seriously wrong
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carelesswillow

@Dan_Dan_Noodles i hope your parents take you to doc atleast once
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carelesswillow

@Dan_Dan_Noodles :(( youre so young. Do think about smth this bad
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Dan_Dan_Noodles

I apologize for removing my translations, I've decided to use this account for other plans but it's going to take a while before I'm able to do said plans, and I didnt want the account to be deleted so I just removed the translations

Kakyoinmybro

@carelesswillow plus, if I really want to do more translations, I could always just make original stories to translate!
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carelesswillow

@Dan_Dan_Noodles good decision. Tl is fun but not at the cost of the account
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Dan_Dan_Noodles

Haven't been able to sleep these past few nights, keep crying too much

Dan_Dan_Noodles

@carelesswillow @ANIME_READER_001
            No, just sad, but today I'm hoping to talk through it with someone irl, so I can actually sleep tonight
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ANIME_READER_001

Guten morgen

Dan_Dan_Noodles

I think, when I finally get my drawing tablet up and working, I'm gonna draw jiang cheng. He was the first danmei character I've ever drawn, and I love him dearly
          
          Maybe I'll get that jiang cheng in a wedding dress drawing done for @carelesswillow (⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)

carelesswillow

@Dan_Dan_Noodles omg this reminds me of 2 pics i have a groom in bridal chamber. You can use it for reference 
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Dan_Dan_Noodles

@carelesswillow Aww, I did start working on  jiang cheng's wedding dress, but I want to draw you a proper really pretty picture of him, just for you! I imagine him in the prettiest wedding hanfu ever, since I don't like western wedding dresses that much! Seriously, he'd be an adorable bride :3
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carelesswillow

@Dan_Dan_Noodles Thank you soo much Hu<333 i feel excited and this might rekindle my marriage life coughs coughs 
            Sorry i am unable to show excitement properly cause of my health. Thank you
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