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Okay so I'm gonna admit something that I haven't had too before but... back in around 2015 to 2017 me and my mom were living with her ex boyfriend(who was an asshole) and he was so was rude to us. He was so rude that I wanted to unalive myself because he blamed me for so much shit that I never did and took away my phone at the time. He made me feel like shit that I wanted to unalive myself but I didn't because I had my mom, my friends and teachers at school and my dad(Before he died in 2017). I knew that they would all be sad if I unalived myself so I didn't and stuck it out for them. And now after I had gotten therapy, i'm okay now.