You know you're helpless when you talk to over 20 people in order to get help and nobody knows exactly how to help you..... They all just give you answers you're too afraid or unable to do.
I planned out Brior's, Yasuna's, Gregory's, Patrick's, and Mikki's entire lives out in files I have on my computer. Out of them all Mikki and Brior's is going to be the saddest :P I don't know why I'm so happy omg